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Wednesday, October 08, 2003

.:blurry mind:.

[mood || mellow...]
[songs || the second you sleep - saybia]

.:told you:.

told you i would handle this
told you im trying my best
if pain is something i have to confronted with
i will...
though they want to crawling in every slot of my blood

told you sometimes i stucked
in every wall that surrounded me
in the vision of emptiness
for they wanted me to jump and cry
for they still haunted me sometimes

i am still fighting
for i dont know till when i can stop
i am still being nice
for i had promised to God
that i will pass every pain

told you it wouldn't be easy
and it's never been easy
what inside me,
what i feel,
what i faced,
no one will ever know.....
and i dont want to explains

-vierz-
7 oktober 2003
in a blurry mind of me

note: juz check my weekly quote, i updated it.

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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

.:lots of thanx:.

wadoh dah banyak kunjungan ginih thanks2 ya everybodyyy!! i really apriciate it thanks to:

vic a.k.a twm: salam kenal juga yah, oh ya blog kamu kok ga ada tag-nya jd ga bisa komen hehe :)
cello: thanks cello, salam kenal juga :)
astrid: i like the colour too,hehe salam kenal juga :)
ipone: cama-cama pone..imut bgt 'pone' hehe
eniLs: iya, keyen kan? ;)
rascall: *gubraks* adohhh....:">
zwensi: thanx for readin' my blog!!i'll visit u 2 ;)
c|eL: makasih banyak, salam kenal juga bebeh...:D
FeBy: selucu orgnya ga..hehe...gue tinggal di BANDUNG kota parahyangan...caileeee :p
microkid: skrg beda ga? :D
betzy: weekendnya bareng andre duoooong ;)
marlene: masih kurang lurus tuh, kepengen dibonding tp takut cepet rusak rmbtnya, malah kadang gue kepengen keriting rambutnya wakakak...salam kenal, len :)
Ollie: *faint* terharuw deh dibilang sweet blogna...:D

thanks banget yah semuaa...moga2 ga bosen ngunjungin blog gue :) i'll visit u all soon :)

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.:hair and shopping:.

[6 oktober 2003]
[mood || fine]
[songs || everyday see you - jessica simpson, frobidden fruit - jessica simpson]

i am so greattttt!! yeahh....tomorrow i will have my another mid test, but today i havent study at all, cuz all i did just shopping around the mall with my lil sister....okay, actually i didnt do it for me, but for her...i suggested her to use contact lenses for her minus eyes cuz i, myself dont like glasses (it makes my nose itchy sometimes) plus...u cant do sport stuff better than using contact lenses! so.. she agreed, then we planned to went to the mall today...after that, i did buy some cosmetics i needed (still i'm shopping for my self when i ought to STUDYING!! ah, great..) but, i couldn't resist it, okay? :-/ before i went with my sis to the mall, i went to andre's campus first...we had lunch together at the canteen...i've met his friends also.
you know what? my sis minus change from -1/4 to became -1 1/4 !! i said it was because she didnt want to use her glasses.
btw, i did my hair cut this afternoon...like i said not very drastically, but kinda cool i guess..;-p here's the pics:

hope i dont broken u'r neck :p what do ya think?
and i bought this...

*runs to cross check my wish list* :p

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Sunday, October 05, 2003

.some pics.

asiknya gue weekend bareng adek gue...we should took pictures, too bad i didnt remember to do that :( setelah kita selesei makan siang bareng, tau-tau papa udah nunggu di depan kosan untuk jemput udit pulang, yaelahh cepet amet, uditnya sendiri gak mau pulang cepet2, akhirnya gue ajak bokap gue nonton DVD "Ju On 2" bareng...makk seyeemm hihihi :D, terus andre kedatengan temen dari kampusnya, setelah udit pulang gue gabung ama andre dan temennya yg kata orang mirip nicholas saputra hihihi...:p pas kemaren malem pas udit udah tidur, gue ama andre nonton "Ju On 1" biarpun hantunya kagak serem2 amat tapi namanya gue teteup aja tatut, nonton film horor itu blanket is a must bagi gue! hihihi :D

Eh, besok gue mau potong rambut ah!!mmmh...bukan potong drastis pendek gitu sih, abis ga bole ama si hunny, katanya rambut gue udah bagus panjang...uhuyyy! ;p jadi gue cuma mo bikin layer poni ama ngerapiin ujung rambut aja paling biar tetep sehat rambutnyah...jadi ga sabar :D :D :D
ehm...want some pic of me again? juz check this out ;)

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Saturday, October 04, 2003

<< ujian di kala weekend >>

sebel gak seh? sabtu tuh kudunya asik2 nyantei, liburan...ini malah ujian, tadi pagi gue bangun dengan terkantuk2 bo...terpaksa ngulang belajar lagi biar mantep...sayangnya gue kayanya salah mendefinisikan kata "enthrophy" harusnya "sesuatu yg dpt membuat suatu organisasi hancur" gue malah jawab "tidak dapat masuknya suatu energi baru pada organisasi" walahh....tapi kan tetep aja hancur pada intinya *maksa.com*
btw, adik gue mau nginep di tempat gue hari ini...asik deh! udah kangen gue ama si tikus budug itu :D
kepengen beli dolly baruu!!! X-(

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Friday, October 03, 2003

<< new albums >>

hollaaaaaaa.....
asik banget kemaren gue banyak dapet lagu-lagu bagus! trus gue juga udah beli kamus bahasa inggris...berkurang satu wish list gue hehe...
ini dia list lagu2 yang gue beli:

limp bizkit -> hehe, akhirnya dapet! btw ada beberapa lagu yg gue suka kaya "almost over","gimme the mic","lonely world","red light green light"...kewl ;) lemme check the lyrics later.

indie arie ->so calm..

mandy moore -> wow, she's more mature in her music now...u wont find any music like "i wanna be with u" there.

rachel farris -> i dont know who she is, but i wanna know her music.

jessica simpson -> yay! she's back being herself again (if u kno what i mean)...juzzzz loves her music and voice.

marcell -> noooot bad at all.

vertical horizon -> havent really play it but they're still bring the same flavour i guess

gue harus belajar sekarang buat ujian besok, organisasi manajemen :( so, i guess that's it from me...

c'ya
vierz

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Thursday, October 02, 2003

<< << after the 1st test >> >>

[mood: ok ]
[songs: listen to radio]

last night i didnt know why i couldnt sleep and i didnt know why i cried...maybe i just wasnt in a good mood, letz keep that out..now i wanna tell that today i will go to alun-alun..yeahhh...i wanna buy new mp3, new cd and new dvd. so im about to go now..better get ready...

[1 October 2003]
[mood: zzzzz...]
[songs: rock wit u - ashanti. no sleep - mya]

right now im feeling very sleepy...juz lay down in my bed with laptop in front of me ahttp://www.blogdrive.com/font.htmlnd read some articles...u know, i slept at 1 AM (at least i can slept earlier, rite). Oh, and i had clean up my room, i put a rack in another place so that my room look bigger...lately my room felt so hot, kinda bit warm sometimes...i hate it cuz i had to open my door all day.

so, my test today wasnt all that bad, yep..it was essay, i had to analized 3 essay...i can do all but i missed 1 point, cuz i didnt know the "retention" word meaning...too bad but the rest is good, hopefully i could get a great result for it. anyway, i only had siomay for my lunch cuz i couldnt think of any food i want..i didnt have lunch with andre cuz he is so full of his studies today, poor him haha...he said he was jealous of me cuz i could have my times lying in bed all day after the test..unlike him who has to study all day, can u imagine he has to study from 10 AM to 6PM today? :D

I juz saw "joe millionaire" commercial break on star world, oh,i really want to see it soon! i want to know what kind of film is that....it says "reality that twisted". so, is it a real show or drama? *wondering*
anyone had watching it?

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"ahhh baby...uuuhh baby..." ngomongs2 soal ashanti..gosip dikid ach :D kok gue ngerasanya semenjak dia nelurin (ayam kali bertelur..) album barunya, muke die jadi agak2 mirip mariah carey...maksudnya bukan mirip banget, tapi bentuk dagu, ama pipinya kaya yg dipermak mirip MC degh..idungnya juga tuch, bener gak segh? apa cuma tipuan make-up belaka?tapi kalo emang cuma make up, napa tulang pipinya ama dagunya bulet2 kaya yg abis dipermak yah? (ihhh...ini nanya apa maksa segh? hihihi..) anyway menurut gue suara dia tuh gak bagus2 amat, cuma emang manis sich suaranya buat nyanyi2 gitu, terutama "rock wit u"-nya gue demen...masih bagusan mya atau stacie orrico kalo tekhnik nyanyinya, gue demen banget denger suara si stacie nyanyi...bisaan gitu lekuk-lekuk vokalnya, suuuuukkaaaaa dehhhh *muach* hehe ;D

terus grup RnB yg gue suka juga ada 3LW, suara mereka imut-imut banget pluz lagunya kewl2 abiez satu album..dah,ah jade kesana-kesini :p

c'ya

vierz

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Wednesday, October 01, 2003

<< << my pictures >> >>

[1 Oktober]
[mood || lazy and lazy...]
[songs || black eyed peas&justin t - where is the love, blindspot - nil by mouth]

juz took a bath and gave my skin a treatment...then i polished my nails yellow, why yellow?i never thought bout that colour before, but i read in magazine that yellow colour can lift up your mood to study...is it true? i dont know...that's why i tried it. even tho i dont really like the colour in my nails *staring at my nails* well...no harm to try btw :p who knows if i suddenly could read 300 pages book in 1 hours..hah! you wish! :-/ (it would be possible if the book i read is "harry potter")
ok,so here i took a picture...juz wanna shooted my self in creative way :p PS: i dont use my new contact lenses in this pics.

im a bit confuse with my test, which will be held tomorrow, cuz my teacher was teaching us like how to analized students lifestyle, so then the test will be exactly the same as that....so what should i learn? i mean...i can analize ppl in my own opinion, but will he agree with my opinion? but im -at least- had a plus point cuz i gave my opinion in his class :D
well...i gotta studying again :-/ maybe i should pray first, so that i can learn with good postitive brain..not with sucks brain like this :D but im not done with this writing...i'll continuing again after this...k...

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break tiiiiiime...*tired eyes*
alrite...i need some kick ass song, i guess...i needs rock to open my eyes till i finish my book, nah....im playing "blindspot-nil by mouth" "what the f*ck u dont know me!!! arggghhh! argghhhh!" hahaha...still cant beat the LP but still kick ass,anyway.
k...now what? tomorrow i have to wake up at 7 AM, ohhh noooo...puhleaseee....dont make me suffer..cuz if u read my last journal, i wrote that these days i've never been waking up in the morning again..i usually sleep at 1 PM to 3 AM so....can u imagine this nite i have to sleep early so i can wake up tommorow morning. I tried sleep early last night, at 11 PM but my eyes won't close, so i eat somethin and read TEMPO mag (about STPDN) till about 2 AM then i could sleep. poor me...
oh,well...i should continuing my book again and then.....sleep!

c'ya
vierz

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Monday, September 29, 2003

<< << ordinary day >> >>

[mood || enjoying life]
[song || dirty sunshine - Lillix]

bangun-bangun kesiangan mulu...abis gimana engga coba, udah berapa hari ini gue tidur tuh jam 3 mulu...ampun dah, gue bukan kaya kelelawar lagi tapi udah sekelas vampir kekekke....kayanya krn udah kebiasa jadi gitu terus deh tiap ari, mana udah mo ujian, gue kudu benerin lagi jadwal tidur gue. ih, vierna belum mandeee....ya udah gue mandi dulu ah...

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Is your birthday day 14 of the month?

Your Life
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.

Your Love
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.

yang love-nya bueneer bangedz...
btw, sebenernya tanggal-tanggalnya masih banyak dari tanggal 1-31...tadinya mo gue taro di jurnal gue ini semua, tapi kepanjangan euy...jadi buat yang kepengen tau personality kamu sesuai dengan tanggal berapa kamu lahir, tulis comment disini aja yach, ntar gue kasih tau deh hasilnya :)

Ps: barusan odrey sms, duh kangen masa2 smu jadina :D

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Sunday, September 28, 2003

<< << album baru LIMP BIZKIT >> >>

hariii minggu...yeah...waktu untuk nyantei, tapi tidak buat gue..karna selasa nanti gue udah mulai ujian...yaiks...hiks..hiks..udah mulai baca-baca sich, mana bukunya setebel-tebel kardus, bhs inggris lage...
tadi gue brosing2, eh dapet kabar terbaru soal album barunya LIMP BIZKIT, gue jadi ga sabar pengen denger album "RESULTS MAY VARY", kaya apa sich hasil karya mereka tanpa si wes borland, katanya sih agak-agak beda, tapi lirik yg dibuat fred durst ada kemajuan, gue tadi baca di sini
Oh, ya berhubung barusan gue liat gambar kasus STPDN, gue pengen banget nonjok anak-anak senior itu...gak berperikemanusiaan banget, preman aja gak gitu-gitu amat, anak orang mau sekolah baek-baek kok malah dibunuh!! beraninya cuma ama junior mereka aja, kalo berani ama anak luar, coba!!! huh! gue juga banyak denger kejelekan2 anak senior di STPDN dari temen-temen gue, huh....gak respek gue ama skolah kaya begitu...udah ah, gue jadi naik darah sendiri ngomonginnya X-( !!!

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