.:* L a d y v i e r z J o u r n a L *:.

Monday, October 13, 2003

.:PRESENT:.

my new other BLOG, !!!
.:on my sketch:.
check it out, guys! ;)

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.:my weekend:.

[13 oktober 2003]
[mood || balance]
[song || waktu kan menjawab - marcell]

aaaa'right...im in better mood rite now, today after went to church i feel like He gave me strenght...He understand me and i dont have to take all my problem by myself.

i know You'll always understand me
and will always be my Redeemer
cuz no one know me as You do
i love you, Father...

ehh...gue lagi suka lagunya marcel yg judulnya "waktu kan menjawab"..slow and funky deh, tau gak sih lagu2 model gini tuh ngingetin gue ke jaman2nya smp dan sma...dimana cewek2 seumuran gue lagi asik2nya naksir ama kecengan sendiri, duh kerasa gak seh kalo kita tuh jadi cewe yg cuma ngecengin dari jauh aja tapi rasanya gemezzz banget pengen bisa deket ama kecengan kita itu...selalu te-pe alias tebar pesona smoga2 aja dilirik hihihi...lucu juga mengenang masa2 yg begitu ;p

kata yang tak pernah ada
tatapan matamu berbisa
mengaliri nadi dan relung hati
terkunciku didalam sini

sampai kapan kau kan menyiksa
waktu kan menjawab
namun aku tak bisa menunggu
kasih....ooh..

na..na..na..
aku ingin milikimu
na..na..na..
aku ingin kau ada disini

gue hari ini spent time di rumah gue ama adik dan cowok gue, pulang dari church, kita betiga di drop ama bokap gue di mollis karna kita mo belanja makanan ke carrefour, kita beli sosis+french fries, roti+ikan tuna (pengen bikin sandwich tuna), juices. nyampe rumah kita masak deh...dan makan sepuasnya, junk food banget gak seh...ga mikir berat badan deh kalo ada french fries hihihi...dah geto, nyampe kost-an gue diminta bantuin molesin gambar design pola polkadot si hunny pake tinta bak, ya udah gue kerjain, abiez keciaan banget liat dia mikirin pe-ernya muluw...napa sech cowo kaga bisa bikin sesuatu dengan rapi? hayyyooooo jawab para cowoook! hihihihi :D
oh, ya gak lupa ngucapin "Happy B'day" buat dinda yg ultah hari ini :) barusan nyokap gue sms nanyain kabar gue, perasaan tiap hari deh dia nanyain kabar gue (rajin amat yah..) gue bilang aja gue udah mo bobo soale besok ada kuliah pagi..dia jawab dengan manisnya ,"met bobo ya, sayang". :)
anyway, UTS gue udah selesei...lega banget, tapi senen tetep aja kudu kuliah (sebelnya kalo abis UTS tuh ga pernah ada liburnya). I promised my self i will do better in UAS! :)
ok...i better sleep after this, cuz tomorrow i have to wake up at 06.30 but i won't be lazy cuz im in the spirit of being diligent! (it's so 'not me' hehe..)

They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.
-Psalms

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Saturday, October 11, 2003

.:weekend...let's go home!:.

too much thinking and to much sleeping...no wonder if i could be a brain damage victim...

"There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy."
-Dante

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Wednesday, October 08, 2003

.:blurry mind:.

[mood || mellow...]
[songs || the second you sleep - saybia]

.:told you:.

told you i would handle this
told you im trying my best
if pain is something i have to confronted with
i will...
though they want to crawling in every slot of my blood

told you sometimes i stucked
in every wall that surrounded me
in the vision of emptiness
for they wanted me to jump and cry
for they still haunted me sometimes

i am still fighting
for i dont know till when i can stop
i am still being nice
for i had promised to God
that i will pass every pain

told you it wouldn't be easy
and it's never been easy
what inside me,
what i feel,
what i faced,
no one will ever know.....
and i dont want to explains

-vierz-
7 oktober 2003
in a blurry mind of me

note: juz check my weekly quote, i updated it.

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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

.:lots of thanx:.

wadoh dah banyak kunjungan ginih thanks2 ya everybodyyy!! i really apriciate it thanks to:

vic a.k.a twm: salam kenal juga yah, oh ya blog kamu kok ga ada tag-nya jd ga bisa komen hehe :)
cello: thanks cello, salam kenal juga :)
astrid: i like the colour too,hehe salam kenal juga :)
ipone: cama-cama pone..imut bgt 'pone' hehe
eniLs: iya, keyen kan? ;)
rascall: *gubraks* adohhh....:">
zwensi: thanx for readin' my blog!!i'll visit u 2 ;)
c|eL: makasih banyak, salam kenal juga bebeh...:D
FeBy: selucu orgnya ga..hehe...gue tinggal di BANDUNG kota parahyangan...caileeee :p
microkid: skrg beda ga? :D
betzy: weekendnya bareng andre duoooong ;)
marlene: masih kurang lurus tuh, kepengen dibonding tp takut cepet rusak rmbtnya, malah kadang gue kepengen keriting rambutnya wakakak...salam kenal, len :)
Ollie: *faint* terharuw deh dibilang sweet blogna...:D

thanks banget yah semuaa...moga2 ga bosen ngunjungin blog gue :) i'll visit u all soon :)

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.:hair and shopping:.

[6 oktober 2003]
[mood || fine]
[songs || everyday see you - jessica simpson, frobidden fruit - jessica simpson]

i am so greattttt!! yeahh....tomorrow i will have my another mid test, but today i havent study at all, cuz all i did just shopping around the mall with my lil sister....okay, actually i didnt do it for me, but for her...i suggested her to use contact lenses for her minus eyes cuz i, myself dont like glasses (it makes my nose itchy sometimes) plus...u cant do sport stuff better than using contact lenses! so.. she agreed, then we planned to went to the mall today...after that, i did buy some cosmetics i needed (still i'm shopping for my self when i ought to STUDYING!! ah, great..) but, i couldn't resist it, okay? :-/ before i went with my sis to the mall, i went to andre's campus first...we had lunch together at the canteen...i've met his friends also.
you know what? my sis minus change from -1/4 to became -1 1/4 !! i said it was because she didnt want to use her glasses.
btw, i did my hair cut this afternoon...like i said not very drastically, but kinda cool i guess..;-p here's the pics:

hope i dont broken u'r neck :p what do ya think?
and i bought this...

*runs to cross check my wish list* :p

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Sunday, October 05, 2003

.some pics.

asiknya gue weekend bareng adek gue...we should took pictures, too bad i didnt remember to do that :( setelah kita selesei makan siang bareng, tau-tau papa udah nunggu di depan kosan untuk jemput udit pulang, yaelahh cepet amet, uditnya sendiri gak mau pulang cepet2, akhirnya gue ajak bokap gue nonton DVD "Ju On 2" bareng...makk seyeemm hihihi :D, terus andre kedatengan temen dari kampusnya, setelah udit pulang gue gabung ama andre dan temennya yg kata orang mirip nicholas saputra hihihi...:p pas kemaren malem pas udit udah tidur, gue ama andre nonton "Ju On 1" biarpun hantunya kagak serem2 amat tapi namanya gue teteup aja tatut, nonton film horor itu blanket is a must bagi gue! hihihi :D

Eh, besok gue mau potong rambut ah!!mmmh...bukan potong drastis pendek gitu sih, abis ga bole ama si hunny, katanya rambut gue udah bagus panjang...uhuyyy! ;p jadi gue cuma mo bikin layer poni ama ngerapiin ujung rambut aja paling biar tetep sehat rambutnyah...jadi ga sabar :D :D :D
ehm...want some pic of me again? juz check this out ;)

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Saturday, October 04, 2003

<< ujian di kala weekend >>

sebel gak seh? sabtu tuh kudunya asik2 nyantei, liburan...ini malah ujian, tadi pagi gue bangun dengan terkantuk2 bo...terpaksa ngulang belajar lagi biar mantep...sayangnya gue kayanya salah mendefinisikan kata "enthrophy" harusnya "sesuatu yg dpt membuat suatu organisasi hancur" gue malah jawab "tidak dapat masuknya suatu energi baru pada organisasi" walahh....tapi kan tetep aja hancur pada intinya *maksa.com*
btw, adik gue mau nginep di tempat gue hari ini...asik deh! udah kangen gue ama si tikus budug itu :D
kepengen beli dolly baruu!!! X-(

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Friday, October 03, 2003

<< new albums >>

hollaaaaaaa.....
asik banget kemaren gue banyak dapet lagu-lagu bagus! trus gue juga udah beli kamus bahasa inggris...berkurang satu wish list gue hehe...
ini dia list lagu2 yang gue beli:

limp bizkit -> hehe, akhirnya dapet! btw ada beberapa lagu yg gue suka kaya "almost over","gimme the mic","lonely world","red light green light"...kewl ;) lemme check the lyrics later.

indie arie ->so calm..

mandy moore -> wow, she's more mature in her music now...u wont find any music like "i wanna be with u" there.

rachel farris -> i dont know who she is, but i wanna know her music.

jessica simpson -> yay! she's back being herself again (if u kno what i mean)...juzzzz loves her music and voice.

marcell -> noooot bad at all.

vertical horizon -> havent really play it but they're still bring the same flavour i guess

gue harus belajar sekarang buat ujian besok, organisasi manajemen :( so, i guess that's it from me...

c'ya
vierz

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Thursday, October 02, 2003

<< << after the 1st test >> >>

[mood: ok ]
[songs: listen to radio]

last night i didnt know why i couldnt sleep and i didnt know why i cried...maybe i just wasnt in a good mood, letz keep that out..now i wanna tell that today i will go to alun-alun..yeahhh...i wanna buy new mp3, new cd and new dvd. so im about to go now..better get ready...

[1 October 2003]
[mood: zzzzz...]
[songs: rock wit u - ashanti. no sleep - mya]

right now im feeling very sleepy...juz lay down in my bed with laptop in front of me ahttp://www.blogdrive.com/font.htmlnd read some articles...u know, i slept at 1 AM (at least i can slept earlier, rite). Oh, and i had clean up my room, i put a rack in another place so that my room look bigger...lately my room felt so hot, kinda bit warm sometimes...i hate it cuz i had to open my door all day.

so, my test today wasnt all that bad, yep..it was essay, i had to analized 3 essay...i can do all but i missed 1 point, cuz i didnt know the "retention" word meaning...too bad but the rest is good, hopefully i could get a great result for it. anyway, i only had siomay for my lunch cuz i couldnt think of any food i want..i didnt have lunch with andre cuz he is so full of his studies today, poor him haha...he said he was jealous of me cuz i could have my times lying in bed all day after the test..unlike him who has to study all day, can u imagine he has to study from 10 AM to 6PM today? :D

I juz saw "joe millionaire" commercial break on star world, oh,i really want to see it soon! i want to know what kind of film is that....it says "reality that twisted". so, is it a real show or drama? *wondering*
anyone had watching it?

***
"ahhh baby...uuuhh baby..." ngomongs2 soal ashanti..gosip dikid ach :D kok gue ngerasanya semenjak dia nelurin (ayam kali bertelur..) album barunya, muke die jadi agak2 mirip mariah carey...maksudnya bukan mirip banget, tapi bentuk dagu, ama pipinya kaya yg dipermak mirip MC degh..idungnya juga tuch, bener gak segh? apa cuma tipuan make-up belaka?tapi kalo emang cuma make up, napa tulang pipinya ama dagunya bulet2 kaya yg abis dipermak yah? (ihhh...ini nanya apa maksa segh? hihihi..) anyway menurut gue suara dia tuh gak bagus2 amat, cuma emang manis sich suaranya buat nyanyi2 gitu, terutama "rock wit u"-nya gue demen...masih bagusan mya atau stacie orrico kalo tekhnik nyanyinya, gue demen banget denger suara si stacie nyanyi...bisaan gitu lekuk-lekuk vokalnya, suuuuukkaaaaa dehhhh *muach* hehe ;D

terus grup RnB yg gue suka juga ada 3LW, suara mereka imut-imut banget pluz lagunya kewl2 abiez satu album..dah,ah jade kesana-kesini :p

c'ya

vierz

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